Monday, 25 August 2008
So IT says ..
You've had just about all the fun you can stand with being diligent and dutiful. You're tired of being the person everyone looks to for meticulousness, precision and oddly enough, flexibility. It's officially time for you to forget about everything except that which gives you 'unadulterated joy'. Go do it.
Am I tired of being diligent and dutiful? No, I dont think so but what if I am? Best juga sesekali x 10 kali melawan arus, kan? Unadultered doesn't sound nice as it resembles 'adultery' to my boggling mind, but in actual fact 'unadultered' is a good word. So what kind of unadultered joy should I venture into? Haha.. I know, I know..
Trying to hide your feelings from someone? Well, then, run like the wind, and avoid them at all costs. If you happen to catch their eye, there'll be no secrets.
Truth is I am hiding my feelings from more than 'someone'. Am trying to belai, pupuk and pujuk this heart of mine not to over-react, not to lash out and be patient, take a deep breath, relax and of course berdoa. I have the bullets but I dont intend to load them ..
Taking back what you've said in anger will be far more difficult than keeping your mouth shut, even if it doesn't seem so at the moment the mouth insists on opening.
I am trying very hard not to utter any word, be it good or bad. Try as I might to control my fingers from tapping words onto the handphone keypad as the outcome of it would have very serious impact on silaturrahim.